"Kadangkala orang yang menyintaimu adalah orang yang tak pernah menyatakan cintanya padamu...
Kerana orang itu takut kau berpaling dan menjauhinya...
Dan bila di suatu masa dia hilang dari pandanganmu...
Kau akan menyedar dia adalah cinta yang tidak pernah kau sedari..." - Aku Terima nikahnya (2012)
Thank you for the memories on 28th January 2014.
Even though we were awkward and don't really talk much, but I am glad that I was able to finally communicate much with you, laugh together with you, making you smile and laugh..
I really had a great time myself and I hope you too even if it were for a short 4 hours
You have no idea how much I try to stop myself from revealing my feelings to you
"I like you..." those words were at the edge of my tongue
In the end, I swallowed it down eventually..
Your face that I had longed to gaze and mesmerized, it took my quiet an effort to not look at you so much. I didn't know that that day was even possible! Though it may turn just into another memory, I will never forget those moments with you. I don't know about you but I was really genuinely happy being with you even when we were busy doing our own tasks on hand. I hope I didn't reveal too much of myself and my feelings towards you through my eyes or how nervous or stupid-blanks or cock-block in my head most of the times. Within those short period of time, I was able to show my different sides of me. And yeah, there's nothing more I could possibly ask for as I can only be grateful and contented with the fate that had happened that day.. Maybe we're worlds apart, and even though you may probably not see this, I just wanna say this last few words with a slight sadness yet positiveness:
"It doesn't matter if you didn't know or feel my interest in you. It doesn't really matter if I wasn't the girl/woman of your life by fate. I will hold this one-sided love no matter what, cause despite trying to move on and being in a relationship with someone else, you are still the one I care about. I just can't unlike you.. From then, now or forever, I had always like you, always had, always been and always will be... And I hope you find someone soon who will love and cherish you as much as I want to. I hope she will be able to make you smile. I will give my blessings and finally I hope you will be happy.."
POSTED BY ♥th-SHARINAH{: ON Wednesday, January 29, 2014 @ 8:37 AM
Some wants me to just be friends,
Some wants me to give it a shot.
And I? I just don't know what to do;
Thing is, I can't unlove/unlike you..
a song to depict what I feel
because that is how I can be connected
and express myself
POSTED BY ♥th-SHARINAH{: ON Saturday, January 25, 2014 @ 9:48 PM
Story of my life right now..
Slow down, this isn't what you're expecting to hear
We are two of a kind and we've got all year
To take this road that appears
Pack our bags, get out of here
'Cause I'm in love with you, with you
I'm in love with you, with you
Slow down, this isn't what you're expecting to hear
We have different agendas and it's unclear
But I know what is real and what's wrong
And I can't let you take the wheel
I am not in love with you, with you
I am not in love with you, with you
We made a promise and I swear I kept it
So what is stopping you now?
Know that I'm scared to death, I don't want to lose you
I'm scared I'll let you down
Scared I'll let you down
Please don't go
Please don't go
I'll be waiting for
You to come back home
Into my arms, I will keep you safe
So please don't go
Can I change your mind
(I'll watch you go)
Your heart's telling mine
(And I want you to know)
To leave this all behind
No, I can't
But I'll tryPOSTED BY ♥th-SHARINAH{: ON Wednesday, January 1, 2014 @ 3:27 PM
Guess you found the girl that could make your heart skip a beat.
She made you look like a fool falling deep in love.
I'm glad she makes you smile till it hurts.
She's able to awaken that silly cute boy side of you.
Deep inside, honestly it hurts to know.
Thing is, I'm not able to experience it.
Guess I wasn't that girl.
But if you're happy, so will I.
Still, you have a place some where in my heart.
From,
A slightly broken-heart junior.
POSTED BY ♥th-SHARINAH{: ON Sunday, December 29, 2013 @ 12:27 PM
"How do you explain something that you can't even understand yourself?" -curiano.com
I don't want you to be mine. I just want to be part of your life story. But I don't just want to be an extra or a supporting actor. If your life story was made into a film, I want to be the leading actor along side you. Minus those drama like romance, I just want to be in your company. I miss you this much, I like you this much but I don't dare to step up and make a move. All I do is take a turn, feeling like a fool. All I can see is you, but you don't see me do you? It does bother me to give up on you.. To be honest, I've never wanted anyone as much as I want you.
POSTED BY ♥th-SHARINAH{: ON Wednesday, December 18, 2013 @ 8:35 AM
"I fell in love with you, at the wrong time, at the wrong place (maybe not)"
"A successful relationship; falling in love with the same person over & over again." - we're not even in a relationship yet I kept falling in love you with over again..
You're the only person who turns my bitch-mode on.
I act as if I don't see you. I act as if I don't feel your presence.
When actually I'm dying to see you.
Every single time your name pops up, my heart skip a beat.
I heard you shouting, screaming while playing a game of ball.
But I fake ignorance. I refuse to look at you.
I don't want to miss you more after seeing you.
Even now I wished that you were screaming my name instead.
Calling me to you. Wake up. It's just another daydream.
How can I yearn for you when I don't really know you?
Everyday I kept hoping to talk to you. Get to know you.
But every time our eyes met, I turned mute.
My senses tense up. I felt lost in the maze.
And I always feel that awkwardness between us.
Is it me? Or is it you? Or am I over-thinking?
I wish I was brave enough. Confident enough.
Pretty enough. Charming enough. Loveable enough.
Honestly I wish I was the apple of your eye.
No. I told myself. I'm determine that you'll love me for me.
If miracles do ever happen in my life time..
I don't even know myself when it comes to you.
Feels like I'm messed up inside out.
Who can I blame but myself for falling for you?POSTED BY ♥th-SHARINAH{: ON Tuesday, December 17, 2013 @ 10:00 AM
She doesn't want to fall in love.
Neither does she want to be in love.
Maybe she's tired.
Probably broken due to the past.
All she ask is to be love for who she is.
For someone to be true to her.
Told herself she won't be a fool.
Now she's tripping.
Gradually deeper for a guy.
He kept talking about pretty girls.
Kept making her feel twisted.
Butterflies filling up her stomach.
The world would be brighter if she had him.
Cause she could only see no one else but him.
But he doesn't know.
He wouldn't know.
Never had, never will.
She's just too ordinary.
He's too prodigious.
"We never stood a chance out there,
Shooting love in real time.
So we'll take it over ice tonight,
With a little salt and a little lime.
But you're just a daydream away,
I wouldn't know what to say if I had you.
And I'll keep you a daydream away,
Just watch from a save place so I never have to lose."
POSTED BY ♥th-SHARINAH{: ON Sunday, December 15, 2013 @ 3:54 PM
