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Complicated

"I fell in love with you, at the wrong time, at the wrong place (maybe not)"

"A successful relationship; falling in love with the same person over & over again." - we're not even in a relationship yet I kept falling in love you with over again..


You're the only person who turns my bitch-mode on.
I act as if I don't see you. I act as if I don't feel your presence.
When actually I'm dying to see you.
Every single time your name pops up, my heart skip a beat.
I heard you shouting, screaming while playing a game of ball.
But I fake ignorance. I refuse to look at you.
I don't want to miss you more after seeing you.
Even now I wished that you were screaming my name instead.
Calling me to you. Wake up. It's just another daydream.
How can I yearn for you when I don't really know you?
Everyday I kept hoping to talk to you. Get to know you.
But every time our eyes met, I turned mute.
My senses tense up. I felt lost in the maze.
And I always feel that awkwardness between us.
Is it me? Or is it you? Or am I over-thinking?
I wish I was brave enough. Confident enough.
Pretty enough. Charming enough. Loveable enough.
Honestly I wish I was the apple of your eye.
No. I told myself. I'm determine that you'll love me for me.
If miracles do ever happen in my life time..
I don't even know myself when it comes to you.
Feels like I'm messed up inside out.
Who can I blame but myself for falling for you?
POSTED BY ♥th-SHARINAH{: ON Tuesday, December 17, 2013 @ 10:00 AM
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