"Kadangkala orang yang menyintaimu adalah orang yang tak pernah menyatakan cintanya padamu...
Kerana orang itu takut kau berpaling dan menjauhinya...
Dan bila di suatu masa dia hilang dari pandanganmu...
Kau akan menyedar dia adalah cinta yang tidak pernah kau sedari..." - Aku Terima nikahnya (2012)
Thank you for the memories on 28th January 2014.
Even though we were awkward and don't really talk much, but I am glad that I was able to finally communicate much with you, laugh together with you, making you smile and laugh..
I really had a great time myself and I hope you too even if it were for a short 4 hours
You have no idea how much I try to stop myself from revealing my feelings to you
"I like you..." those words were at the edge of my tongue
In the end, I swallowed it down eventually..
Your face that I had longed to gaze and mesmerized, it took my quiet an effort to not look at you so much. I didn't know that that day was even possible! Though it may turn just into another memory, I will never forget those moments with you. I don't know about you but I was really genuinely happy being with you even when we were busy doing our own tasks on hand. I hope I didn't reveal too much of myself and my feelings towards you through my eyes or how nervous or stupid-blanks or cock-block in my head most of the times. Within those short period of time, I was able to show my different sides of me. And yeah, there's nothing more I could possibly ask for as I can only be grateful and contented with the fate that had happened that day.. Maybe we're worlds apart, and even though you may probably not see this, I just wanna say this last few words with a slight sadness yet positiveness:
"It doesn't matter if you didn't know or feel my interest in you. It doesn't really matter if I wasn't the girl/woman of your life by fate. I will hold this one-sided love no matter what, cause despite trying to move on and being in a relationship with someone else, you are still the one I care about. I just can't unlike you.. From then, now or forever, I had always like you, always had, always been and always will be... And I hope you find someone soon who will love and cherish you as much as I want to. I hope she will be able to make you smile. I will give my blessings and finally I hope you will be happy.."
POSTED BY ♥th-SHARINAH{: ON Wednesday, January 29, 2014 @ 8:37 AM
